Im tired of people always taking me for granted. Never gave me value and appreciation. Never trusted me.
Those I care about always end up the one hurting me instead. Because I cared and loved them a lot but they don't give a damn about me or don't care as much as I would love them to be.
They say that it always has to start with yourself but how could I do that when I can't even understand myself and what I am going through sometimes. It hurts to lose control of your life, your mood or how you function; sad part is everyone thinks you're just overreacting or faking it! God! Who the fuck are they to say what I am feeling is irrelevant or has no truth at all! They don't know a single thing! Even if I explain what I am going through they could not entirely feel what I am feeling.
My other half , sadly I thought she understood me but now turns out she's just trying to put up with me. Great. I could not have felt even better!
Come to think of it now, I don't think I met someone who truly gets me. Crap must be a sad lonely hopeless human being!
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