To the Mistress

I have so many inappropriate profanity to say but i wont say it because I will never stoop to any level I will later regret. Although, I might add, you both deserved every bit of it If I were to say them. The sad part is I actually thought you were a decent human being, Never in my wildest dreams have I ever thought you two would cause me this tremendously awful feeling. For awhile I thought of myself as a paranoid but you know what I was right the whole time! Perks of being a nurse, my only mistake was that I forced myself to blindly trust the one I love. You know I do not want to blame, I know I played a part as to why this all happened, however it is not an excuse for all this act. So many things can be done first before having the end result. I needed to send you this message regardless of how it will make you feel because whatever you feel right now, I am 100x more hurt and devastated. So, there I said it.